This month is my Raw Food Birthday, two years. I don’t believe that already two full years i am on raw food diet. During this period, i accustomed to that, to my new food, and people surrounding me have already adjusted to me, took my style of life. For me it was difficult not physically, but morally, when nobody cant understand you, no support, condemn. A little bit has changed the direction of the current from the common crowd, different way of thinking than others and people immediately recognized you as strange, other, abnormal, this remind me nice small book “Jonathan Livingston Seagull”, written by Richard Bach. New Jonathans are coming every day, year by year, more and more! But I am not surprised, because a new era had dawned, the era of Aquarius.

 My blog helped me to find new people, I am very happy to find new friends, same way of thinking people here in Japan. Today, after 2 years, I can confidently say that the period of transition has ended, started a natural raw food life. This is where familiar food has become routine and your favorite, when after you eat cooked food, you get a headache and acne on your skin, and after that you never want to eat it again. Your body became very sensitive to cooked food and junk food. Natural raw food, when you don’t mind to share with your family some cooked food, this is a simply was such a situation, when you don’t have any choice, family dinner etc. And after this you can’t understand why people want to eat this kind of food?

 All great, my heaps of diseases are gone (gastritis, Pelvic inflammatory disease, acne, megrim and some more). I full  of energy and goals, new dreams and enjoy every day. However, I wish to share with you side effects of raw food life, which have become increasingly apparent. This is not physical shortcomings, it is the spiritual level large changes. If you do not grow spiritually, there may be such the problem, as I have. My body has changed at the cellular level, consciousness opened and changed. This is a breakthrough from the Matrix, this is an output from the our System. But I continue to live in society, big city with the usual anthropomorphic robots, in a large Matrix. At this level I am looking for a teacher, which would be insight, as well as to solve this? I have no teacher, and where his is? I need my spiritual education. This is the case, when everything annoying all around, not always of course, but often. I find it difficult to understand people who work from morning to night in the office, are living in cement made by colored durable plastic to avoid scratching place, named – an apartment. People drive cars, and sometimes walk on pavement. And I hate that anyone there is no case for the fact that millions of animals receive antibiotics, fed with uncontrolled and ecologists, and then brutally murdered. I don’t understand why people eat animals, why spend money on expansive clothing (Japanese love spend money to Louis Vuitton and Hermes bags) and accessories. Nobody cares on the death of dolphins, the fact that children eat in schools not Japanese food anymore, but more full of fat and dairy, very american style food. And why I can not reject from school lunches, why my child should have it? It hurts to look at the smoking, drinking people, who don’t care about not only their own lives, but also of life of others. I want to escape from this society, go to island, where live all those who woke up, woke up and broke out from the Matrix. There are such places on earth, the people there are living with nature, people are grouped together. There are many vegan and raw vegan`s villages are in the CIS, in Costa Rica, Hawaii and many other beautiful places. I would like to walk on the grass, eat organic vegetables and fruits, swim in clean water and breathe clean fresh air and watch stars in the evening. I want my child is not seen smoking papa with beer, the permanent discontent and complaints on the work. I do not want to see dead animals, especially in my home. If you are already woken and your family is not, it’s hard to live. If you are single – you can easy to change your life.  There is must be some way out.

I dawned and how I should  to live with this? There is no guidance what I should to do next! Perhaps this is not bad, and even vice versa, it’s great, long way! Maybe I have to celebrate…broke out of the system, to flee, to be happy, but how? In my case, when my family is on the other side, I a little afraid, maybe need to back?  Therefore, I decided to add to my diet a little cooked food, such are steamed vegetables and maybe warm soups. I believe that cooked food dulls sensitivity, it closes all Vishudha. Perhaps it is better, at least for the duration of my life in a big city of robots.

Please let me know if you had or have same situation, please share with me how you resolved this problem and what you would recommend me.

Thank you very much and bless you!

With Love from Japan!